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Name: Josh
Birthday: 3/28/1984
Gender: Male
Interests: Communism and Democracy!
Expertise: Kaiju Battling
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
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Member Since:
9/17/2003
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| Wow, it's been a while since I wrote anything here. Not a whole lot has
went on since the last entry. Still no car, no job, no woman, no
anything, etc. I've started working out again. Dunno where that'll get
me. I also think I'm gonna try going for MirMir. Though I doubt it'd
ever happen but I'm persistant dammit! My reason for this new decision
is because if someone wants to let someone that looks like they have
down syndrome manipulate them everyday and control them, then I say
fuck it and I hope they live a miserable pathetic life. That's all I'm
saying on that. As for MirMir, she gorgeous and she knows it. lol
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| Interesting conversation going on right now with me and Miranda. We're
talking about people that are enigmas (like me) being attracted to
other enigmas or people that are human pandora boxes. I think I figured
out why I'm so attached to Ursula quite a bit. She's an enigma just
like me. Someone that's hard to please (though for me, it's easy with
her), a perfectionist like you wouldn't believe, extremely depressed
but to everyone else we act happy, I have everyone believing that I'm
an idiot when in reality just look at the extended vocabulary I've used
in this miniscule paragraph so far. True fuckin' mark of a great actor!
Hehehehe
I haven't talked to that certain person since Saturday though as she
seems to of disappeared Sunday night..... I'm worried about her, and I
hope she's alright. No matter how much I try to downplay it though, I
truly miss her. But enough about that. I know everyone's sick of
hearing the sappy stuff. Now my mind keeps going blank. That's what I
get for all the drugs I did. I can't really think of much else to say.
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| It's been a very interesting weekend. Ate a pizza Friday night with
Italian style peppers on it. Next morning, woke up and apparently had
an extremely bad allergic reaction to them as that's what came out of
me. Needless to say, I spent most of yesterday in bed or in the
bathroom. Pepto knocked me out for damn near 4 hours straight. I was so
disoriented and stuff. Today was the first time I ate since Friday.
To top yesterday off, found out that her so-called jailbird ex is
trying to turn us against each other and has found a way to spy on our
emails we've sent each other. She was pissed at me, and I had no clue
as to why until she told me what he did last night. She had thought I
was sending him my emails to her and shit when I don't even know his
email address or anything. I wouldn't even talk to that prick, as I
pretty much want him to kill himself. So after she finally realized
that I really had no clue what was going on and that I was telling the
truth. Everything's fine now. So there's that story.
As for the rest of the weekend, I watched parts of Back to the Future and Forrest Gump.
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| Today has been an eventful, interesting, weird fuckin' day. Well....
yesterday (Thursday) as it's Friday now. Had a visitor today of the
Ursula kind. lol Lasted an hour and a half..... wish it was longer. She
started off my opening her Christmas present I got her, The Matrix
Trilogy. Then she told me about the stupidity and absurdity that she
witnessed while in Ohio. Told me about something else which surprised
me. She turned down his proposal. I was thinking, "Good girl. I've
taught you well!" lol Then after that... SUDDENLY, THERE WAS
INSANITY!
She told me a story about last night with her and a bottle of DayQuil.
She drank half of it and got buzzed off it pretty much. She was still a
bit wired from it when she was here today, but it was good. Comedic
gold transpired and pure genius in insanity prospered! At that moment,
I realized how great of a comedy duo we'd make because we bounced off
each other's stuff so well that it was like we've been doing it for
years. I finally saw a great talent in her, that I don't even think she
realizes she has. What sparked it was her talking about how woozy she'd
probably be if me and her were drunk and dranks bottles of DayQuil.
Then I made the comment, I wonder if you'd sway back like one of those
inflatable boxers. Then I started to mimick what she'd look like or
probably would do in that scenario. lol Then it just got crazier from
there.
Then the conversation got personal and I think (hopefully) that she's
starting to realize that she deserves better and that better's right
here waiting for her. She didn't seem happy one bit when it came him
and she seemed to look like she was questioning herself with being with
him. Almost as if she was thinking, "Why am I with him? I know I'm not
happy, and butthead here can see right through it and knows I'm not."
She also didn't wanna leave today, which would've made me happy as fuck
if she didn't. lol I would've been like, "Bed's in my room, you know
where the bathroom is, free food and shit whenever and wa-la!" She was
also talking about coming back soon and stuff. So that made me happy
that she's willing to come see me under his nose. ^_^
She also brought some job info for me. Told me about Aldi's down below
Bridgeport Wal-Mart. Yes, that fucking hell-hole I use to work at.
They're hiring soon and apparently starting pay is 9-some an hour.
WOOHOO! I says! Got some more good news from my mom tonight too. They
finally got tires for that fucking car tonight!
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| Not much has went on except that I am the biggest insomniac on the planet. That is all.
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